as most of u all noe, i m the oni child in my family.. yea.. the ONLY, satu, yi, yat wan.. but i thank God 4 "giving" me this special sis tat i have wen i was 13.. rite?! so now, as she is goin 2 NZ 4 her studies, i have promised her tat i ll dedicate a post in my blog just for her!
To my dearest LITTLE sis:
Hey there.. well well, how long have we known each other huh?! 7yrs rite? still rmb tat time i was oni form 1 n ur mom thought us english.. den she said tat she has a daughter smaller than us by a yr.. n dunno how, i 4got was it ur mom who gave us ur email or she gave u our email den we started 2 chat thru msn.. tat time still dun hav fb ar.. frenster i think oso dun hav.. later oni got.. or mayb got but we dunno.. haha.. den we chatted n chatted.. it was nice n somehow easy 2 chat with u.. n u r a very frenly person 2.. so we had a lot of things 2 chat abt.. n i think i met u the 1st time was at a sch dinner, my mom was the "jia xue li shi" so she was invited n my dad wasnt free tat day or wat so my mom dragged me along.. den i saw u on the stage at the back of the curtain with ur bro oso i think.. haha.. still cant 4get the "nerdy" look u had.. =P small small little gal with short hair n specs.. hoho.. den after tat we cont chatting thru msn.. n den one day u said tat u were coming 2 chc n wandering if we could meet up.. if not mistaken it was a sat.. i was having band prac.. den during our break, we met.. i still rmb b4 tat we met up we were chatting in msn saying wat do we say 2 each other wen we meet huh? hi.. i m chang en.. ... ... bye?! haha.. den on the act day, i 4got wat we said but i noe tat i was makaning my gardenia choco bun n chatting with u.. hehe.. it was short, but it was the 1st time we met each other in person.. DEN.. i 4got was it after tat or even b4, hoho.. this part dunno if u noe or not.. n i ll tell u the REASON y i asked u 2 b my sis.. i guess u dunno rite?! haha.. well, it happened long long time ago.. haha.. okla, straight 2 the pt.. well, i 4got was it after tat or even b4 we met, my frenz started 2 tease me saying i like u la.. den u n me very close la.. ur mom very sayang me oso.. den u noe la, "small kids", like 2 say ppl like who like who wan.. den 4 sure i rejected lo.. saying nola, juz frenz.. but indeed quite close la.. coz we really have a lot 2 share n chat abt.. den at tat time (here comes the part i dun think u noe.. hehe) i was quite bugged with ppl teasing me lo.. so 2 avoid ppl fr teasing me.. i act wanted not 2 chat with u tat much n juz like ignore u?! haha.. but den again, it is very nice chatting with u wor.. den my brain started thinking... hmmm.. how le... so hor.. it all link 2gether.. i m the oni child n have no siblings or even a sis b4.. n with ur small n cute size tat time.. haha.. yea, y not ask u 2 be my sis n so i asked u in msn n u juz said yes.. haha.. woo hoo.. n tat is how we bcame kor n mei, bro n sis.. haha.. the story correct rite?! if not, correct me ar.. =P n yea, now u noe y i chose u 2 be my sis huh.. haha.. it was a funny but blessed thing la.. thank God!
den it was time 4 u 2 graduate fr kwang hwa.. n u were hesistating which sch 2 go 2.. hehe.. but praise God, in the end u came 2 chc.. hehe.. n so our kor-mei-ship bcame closer.. wen u were in form one, i was in form 2 n our classes were juz bside.. n during tat yr, we join choral speaking 2gether.. n we won 2nd prize.. we are always 2nd best, hmp! haha.. n bcoz of tat, ur mom treated me n u n some other classmate of mine who joined the choral speaking SUSHI!! oh yea.. it was my very 1st time eating sushi.. we went 2 BJC there.. i still rmb ur mom juz ate a bowl of green beans n we all almost fin the whole sushi store.. haha.. not tat geng la.. n it was bcoz of tat day, my parents had 2 bring me makan sushi on my bday n wen i miss it.. i fell in love with sushi all bcoz of u n ur mom! dunno muz thx u or wat.. haha.. n tat yr we had canteen day at sch.. ur mom was in charge 2 make spaghetti n sushi.. n tat was wen i learn how 2 make sushi.. hehe.. check out the photo below.. all in yellow except some1! haha..
n the next yr.. i was form 3 n u were form 2.. this yr we had a choir camp!! oh yea.. but i wasnt a choir member yet.. haha.. ur mom kept on recruiting me during form 1 n 2.. but tat time 2 me choir was a very girlish thing.. ppl as "man" as me wouldnt join wan.. haha.. but who knows, i fell in love with choir n 2 make ur mom stop asking me.. i promised her 2 join after my pmr.. so i could join the camp n oso the comp u all had in dewan sri tat yr.. hehe.. we had fun in the camp n we even went 2 the jubilee old folks home 4 some performance.. haha.. rmb wat did our grp sang?! n now, i regretted not joining choir earlier.. hee.. n so, yrs juz passes by.. oh ya, i rmb goin ur house 4 ur bday party 2.. but 4got was it ur 13 or 14th bday de.. haha.. it was the 1st time i saw n noe tat condo can have double storey oso de.. hehe.. we played some card games n one was quite fun.. u got 2 take a card n elaborate the thing inside n let ppl guess.. den ur dad played 2.. u n him were gud.. i was blur coz i didnt really noe how 2 play it.. haha.. i rmb very clearly ur dad said a type of dog n u even showed me the toy model of tat dog.. haha.. u doggy lover.. n yea, we had 2?! choir farewells at ur place 2.. one was for chong yi ling's yr, one for mine.. i rmb ur dad n mom sang tat jap+eng+ dunno wat song.. wat chotomatekudasai.. lalalalala... haha.. n we had more of ur bday party.. n almost every time we get wet by jumping in the swimming pool.. haha.. oh yeah.. we had so much fun 2gether huh.. no matter in choir.. in choral speaking.. in debate team.. those were the days!
n den i graduated.. n u 2 the next yr.. n we oni could meet not more than 5 times a yr?! oh ya, sori 4 this post has no chronological time line ya.. i juz type watever tat i rmb.. n now i suddenly rmb.. haiz.. later on in our high sch lives.. bcoz of ur mom n bcoz u were very frenly 2.. u noe almost the whole sch.. n den 2 other kors came in.. haha.. well, 2 b frank.. i was quite jealous at the 1st place... n yea, i dun really understand y some ppl can have 10-20 bro n sis.. 2 me, if u really wan 2 ask ppl 2 b ur sis or bro, u shuld really put in effort n b serious.. like having a relationship but not play play wan.. so at 1st i was quite disappointed lo.. hehe.. but well, i ll still always b ur 1st kor n the closest wan rite?! =P hehe..
well, there's so much tat i still wan 2 say but 4 now i cant really rmb wat.. so i ll juz stop here abt our memories n would like 2 say somthings 2 u oso la..
ador, it is really a joy n my greatest blessing 2 have a sis like u.. though we may not come fr the same parent.. but 2 me, it doesnt matter.. come 2 think abt it, wat if we didnt noe each other.. or mayb wat if i didnt ask u 2 be my sis.. i really dunno how ll life b.. coz u have helped me so many times.. thx 4 ur support n care.. ur love n trust.. ur time n every little thing tat u have done.. i really wan 2 say a BIG thank you.. but got 2 b honest with u 2.. sometimes u may emo or get angry or upset 2 easily.. hehe.. n wen u do, u're act quite scary.. haha.. n yea, u're a very straight 4ward person 2.. or izzit juz being straight 2 me?! hehe.. oh ya, i juz rmb somting.. rmb we use 2 read each other's mind?! haha.. yea.. we noe each other's thought, tats how close we are.. =) ok, back 2 my "jing yu liang yan".. so hor, wen u go 2 NZ ar.. rmb 2 take gud care of urself ok? rmb 2 find a church near u oso ar... or mayb join the CF or some christian society there.. it is important 2 have ppl with the same faith n believe close us so tat we can share n encourage one another n pray 4 one another 2! dun 4get 2 bring ur bible there oso.. hehe... n ya, study well n dun simply mix ard ya.. i noe tat u're quite open minded n quite used 2 the western style.. but do not 4get ur principles n teachings here 2 ya.. hoho.. i m bcoming like ur mom ald rite.. haha.. n ya, i would like 2 say sori 2 u oso 4 all the things tat i have done which made u sad or angry.. or mayb the way i did things.. i m sori.. sori 4 not being there wen u needed me oso.. n very sori 4 putting u 2 eary aeroplanes even b4 u leave 4 NZ.. the tron n goin back 2 c u b4 u leave.. so very sori 4 the last min changes n disappointment.. plz 4give me n thx 4 ur understanding!
so, i guess tats it la.. like i have said b4 wen i graduated.. we may not c other everyday or so often anymore.. now even worse.. mayb once a yr oni.. but no matter where u r or where u go.. its oni the physical distance tat separate us.. i blive our hearts are still as close as it will be! n we ll always b bro n sis, kor n mei! unless u dun wan me la.. which i noe u wont.. hehe.. so, gudbye n farewell la.. i ll miss u very much!! rmb 2 take very gud care of urself at NZ ya.. n wen u feel lonely or scared.. juz fb me or skype me(ll go install asap!!) n ya, go buy web cam so we can video call oso.. n if u cant get me... rmb always tat u still have a God, a Father watching u fr above =) n noe tat u can tell Him watever u wan.. He ll always be there by ur side!! God blez..
ps*i juz realize i have oni 3 pics which has oni u n me in it.. haiz.. y didnt we take more?!
love,
Kor
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