i m so sorry i wasnt there for u.. i m so sorry u had to take it all up by urself.. i m so sorry u feel alone.. i m so sorry i didnt care enuf.. i m so sorry for being such a fail fren n bro.. i m SORRY! Oh Lord, plz help me change.. i dun wan anything like this 2 happen anymore.. i dun think i can bear it seeing my frenz n love ones like tat.. help me.. change me.. i m SORRY!